Closer To The Edge . . .
I came across this song today that made me reflect on the journey of a dream, and whilst watching it, was startled by how so many things deeply personal to me were in one place at one time, being performed by someone hugely influential in my life for standing up and being who he is and sharing his message.
These quotes have been taken from the spoken pieces throughout the video but echo my thoughts, hence my desire to share them with you.
“There’s so many moments you could share with anyone, someone, and you feel like that moment would just last forever, when it’s only a night, it’s only a moment.”
“Fate has its tricky ways of throwing something in front of you you’ve never expected.”
“My philosophy in life is don’t regret anything you do, coz in the end, it makes you who you are.”
Many years ago, a dream was born deep down inside my heart, and it is one that I have been working towards now for some time. When I first began thinking about it and working on it, it scared me a bit, but deep down inside, it made me work hard. It made me learn things and teach myself things, it kept me going when I did not think that I had the strength to continue, but most of all, it was my “why” in the grand scheme of things.
You see, to me anyway, faith is important. Faith in something is my fundamental reason for being where I am today. I don’t care what people believe in, what God they follow or how they choose to live their lives – when they ask me what my difference that makes a difference is, it always comes back to that same thing – faith.
Faith is taking action when the impossible seems overwhelming. It is pushing yourself beyond those limits inside your mind, taking you to places that you never before comprehended. It is about taking those small steps that give you the strength, conviction and courage to make the big steps and sometimes even those big leaps you need to take. Faith connects you up with amazing people who help you fly across and through those barriers that you sometimes just can’t seem to get through on your own, and it is what gets the ideas out of your heart and out to the world, helping you to follow your why in life.
Anyway, back to the big dream.
“I just wish there was no such thing as fighting. That the world could be like, just perfect in every way, that we could get along. But obviously that can’t happen.”
Or could it? Maybe it’s time we changed that !
There are lights and music. There is excitement in the air – you know that tingle that you feel when something special is about to happen. There are people – young and old, boys and girls, brothers and sisters, friends and family, every single type of person you could imagine – all there together for one reason alone.
- To go on a journey.
- A journey of self discovery.
- Together. As one community, united to making a change in the way the world works and thinks.
- Coming in as one person and leaving totally turned inside out.
- Experiencing something life changing in an amazing way.
It’s in a stadium and there are 1000’s upon 1000’s of people. 100,000 people to be exact. There is music and dancing and singing and above all else, there is a message and a story.
That no matter what life serves up on your plate; it is what you do with it that actually counts. It is how you choose to show up every day in your life, no matter what the fuck you want to do. Oh yes, and every now and then, there are a few words that do come out, as you may well know by now. It is about not being afraid to be the real you, the real person that you were put on this earth to be. A friend of mine has waited 7 years for his dream to come true, and seeing that being realised has made me even more excited for mine because I know that one day, it could happen.
This brought me back to my faith. It made me look back at all the steps that I have taken – alone and together with friends – over the last decade of my life. It made me realise and see that I was and am getting closer to the edge, where I know that I am going to have to take some of the biggest steps I have ever taken.
And that is what faith is all about. It’s about working that muscle day in and day out, making sure that you exercise it regularly – I do that through prayer and meditation, through reaching out to others and by sharing my message with the world. A muscle without exercise will only shrink and wither away and that is why you have to keep working at it.
How will you exercise that muscle today?
I just did.
“Everyone is just going crazy these days. It’s like the end of the world.”
“If you make a promise to yourself, you have to keep it, no matter what.”
“Some people believe in God, I believe in music. You know, some people pray, I turn up the radio.”
“Music makes the world go round, and for me, if it wasn’t around right now, I wouldn’t’ be around right now. Music is everything – to me. That’s all I can say.”
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Hi Gareth
insightful as always. And from the heart, which is one of the things I m
love about your blog.
There is a whole lot of living on the edge going on at the moment for lots of people I know. People are stepping up and standing out.
I have been re Reading the gift copy of Think and Grow rich and it’s very clear that any of us can create anything, including your dream of a world without hatred and violence.
Napoleon talks about mixing FAITH with DESIRE and BELIEF in chapter one.
Keep the faith brother x
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